After loads of overwork,tears and confusion over the last couple weeks, I was DELIGHTED to be drawn out and into the park first thing this morning. The sun was out and shining. It was warm enough that I could take my sweatshirt off for stretches at a time, feeling the soothing sun on my skin. I got a lemon ginger tea and sipped as I strolled, inhaling deeply.
As I walked, I did a visualization. I formed a triangle of light in my head, connecting an inner pulsing blue spark in my mind's eye, a blazing white energy from my soul and a platinum ray of light from above. I walked down the streets, using my breath to amplify this visualization, seeing the light in my head becoming RADIANT and powerful. Then I brought to mind the expansive astral plane as I imagine it to be in my mind... almost like a horizon of clouds with shining light everywhere. I kept focusing my breath deeply so that I could increase the watts on my triangle of light. I used it like a flashlight, sweeping it back and forth to illuminate the heavenly horizon. My imaginary searchlight scoured the plane in search of the cloud of criticism which I have been dealing with lately.
It was easy to spot. A tangled, static-like mass of grey and black energy was there. It was chaotic. No order, with sharp spike-like sides and sudden outbursts of dark energy. There was a low vibration surrounding it. It was not pretty. I clicked up the watts on my searchlight and began to imagine the dark matter disappearing. The blinding white light I sent out from my triangle was SHINING and had a DELICIOUS sound of harmonic chimes. Where the blast hit the critic energy, a spray of sparks flew up and showered in all directions... sparks turned from dense black charcoal bits into twinkling beautiful lights. I breathed deeper, imagining this process continuing. Soon the entire mass began to transform into a shimmering matrix of white light, surrounded by rainbow colored symbols .. then a mass of white light which matched my ray in intensity... then it dispersed.
Onwards down the street I wandered. Everything was bright and SPARKLING! The hues of green were so rich and vibrant, it was surreal. I took off my iPod and wandered into the park. The smell of the moist dirt was quite pleasant. Then lots of lounging on rocks, taking in the WONDER of cute dogs, running children, RADIANT green trees, SPECTACULAR purple flowers, rocks, paths, grasses, trees, water, paddleboats, old people, young people... LIFE.
While wandering and sitting on Strawberry Hill in the center of Stow Lake, I reflected on angels. Just thinking about angels lightened up my mood and surrounded me with a sweet feeling that anything was possible. A sense of magic! A sense of lightness. As if I was surrounded my angels all around me celebrating that I was finally taking some time to relax and imagine. The playful and sweet energy of angels is very healing for me.... overwork and third-chakra focus can often throw me off balance. But time in the green, sunlight and in thoughts of angels helped me let go. I was just wandering around smiling, smiling, smiling, looking at everything around me. Absolute WONDER. I am so grateful to be on the other side of yesterday. Thank you!
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