Dolphins, Whales and the "Heart-Field"

It was nothing like I expected! Talk about quantum healing. After starting off the morning cleaning up unfinished business, I gathered with a group of six (an energy worker, a substitute school teacher, a elder care activities manager, a massage therapist, and a government employee) and Maggie for a day of, "getting in touch with the longing of the heart." It was hard to move my monkey mind from the work I had done prior to arriving... I was spinning with thoughts about what, "other people would think" who had been involved with the situation. Then I realized I had done the best I could, forgave myself, and let go. About 15 minutes in, I felt myself fully present.

It started out with a Maggie channeling a non-physical being named Sheyman who spoke to us at length about manifesting with ease. Then we did exercises to loosen the emotional body. I was then encouraged to choose something tangible for our first manifesting meditation -- as opposed to something abstract -- to get the most out of the exercise.

Before I could think too clearly about choosing something "practical", I envisioned swimming with dolphins and humpback whales. This is an experience I have wanted for some time. I could hear the sound of the water against my snorkel, I could hear the singing of the whale, the blue, blue water and weightlessness of suspension. I could feel my entire body in warm salty water. The sun on my back. We were guided to go up to the soul plane and envision the essence of what we wanted to magnetize.

I was in a shimmering expanse of white light, with may grids and portals. Ahead of me were many luminescent globes, but I focused on a series of blue orbs which almost swam together through the air, moving in sparkling and swirling spirals. The blue energy orbs were dancing! They were full of the energy of laughter, play and joy. The pulsed LOVE. Then I felt the heavier, older whale energy... pulsing Akashic knowledge and wisdom along with nurturing. I played in the energy for a while, letting myself spin and dance with the blue sparkling lights in the white expansive light of corridors. I felt light and free. Again and again, the whalesong echoed through my soul and I envisioned it realigning me. I could hear the dolphin guides giggling and laughing and chanting in high pitched voices in chorus, "We love! We love!" It was like a sonic bath!

Slowly I pulled the sparkling blue energies down through what felt like a membrane, guiding them lower towards the material plane. Once they came through what looked like clouds, suddenly the sparkling orbs exploded into billions of tiny glittering sparks ... microscopic particles humming in a frequency which made my heart feel love, joy, connection. This was the pure essence of dolphin and whale energy in adamatine particles. I drew the billions of energy beings down, into my aura, into my emotional body, and let myself become washed over with the emotions. Yum! Then I continued to draw them into my body, into all the cells, and into every strand of DNA. The helixes lit up like Christmas trees and glowed with a light blue electric light, becoming more whole and complete. I imagined information getting downloaded into my body about how to communicate with dolphins and whales. I saw guidance being given to my sensory body about how to channel their communication. I saw flashes of images where I was transmitting the essence of their teachings to many, many people -- teaching about the essence of the Heart Field. Then we were asked to expand our vision of what was possible. I expanded my vision out from simply chanelling from dolphins and whales to include living in a wonderful, tropical environment. I coul dfeel the sun on my skin. I had a wonderful house with a big garden, the ocean nearby. Delight! And then ... we were called back into the room.

We had a break... journaled... we wandered out in Maggie's garden and ate some arugala from the garden in the sunshine. Everything seemed very sparkly. More talks about manifesting... lunch... dancing in the garden in the sun... then we spoke about the myth of scarcity and how it was an illusory concept created during the advent of capitalism... we talked about the myth of "more being better" and the myth that" scarcity is just the way it is". We all spoke about how these energies have been in our lives. We also spoke of the gremlin of comparison and assumptions that those who have more are happier, live an easier life and have more value... so fascinating!

Then we did some wonderful exercises in partners. One person would begin a sentence in the following way, and then the other would say, "thank you" and then we would switch, back and forth for several minutes.

"A way I believed I was not enough was..."
"A way I believed more was better was..."
"The truth is..."

Amazing, deep and tearful realizations from that exercise.

Then we closed with the last hour doing Clarity Breathwork, an hour of cyclical breathing with a hugely expansive inhalation and a relaxing exhalation, going immediately back into inhalation again. It was an amazing experience! We all lay on the floor with blankets and pillows and began.

My experience... tears, release, realizing how much bigger my heart wanted to be, but it felt as if it was caught in a net. I breathed in some space, saturated my body with air. After a while my hands and arms got really tingly, like pins and needles whenever I moved anything, but I stuck with it and kept breathing. Cycled through some more emotion, feeling surges of love as strong as ecstatcy. Then I saw my angels all around me, cradling my head, hands on my shoulders, smiling as they sat by each hip and foot. I felt wrapped in protection and saftey and love. Then I felt a download of symbols and colors and information in light streams, coming into my body. I was acutely aware that real information was being placed in my body! I could feel the angels so strongly -- the oxygen was making my awareness so acute. I told myself I HAD to remember this, how deep the feeling was. All guidance, all information I could every wish to receive was available to me! All I had to do was breathe!

Then I received an amazing vision of hooping. I saw myself hooping joyfully, with the same blissful love and joy which I had when I first began teaching. I saw certain things about how I taught in the past, I saw the gridwork of an energy pattern I had used to lead students on a journey, and I realized that I had to go back to my roots. I saw suddenly how I could connect the energy and angel work of my current interests directly with hooping in a way which would be accessible and teachable, and I felt a sense of renewal and joyfulness! Coming home. A realization that I didn't need to create either-or, that there can be an "and". For a few moments, everything really seemed to make sense. I also had visions of sharing some very specific things in a retreat, co-teaching with Candice.

Then more incredible surges of love. I thought of people who I have hurt, and people who have hurt me, and sent them beams of love. It suddenly seemed so obvious that love was all that mattered, and I saw myself speaking from my heart, expressing love. I saw love washing away everything. I realized how much bigger my heart wanted to be, how much it wanted to guide me in my life. I saw how fear held me back.

And then ... we were slowly called back. A whole hour. Wow! Maggie had put on some music with soft and gentle lyrics that said something about "you are beautiful..." and my breathing came back to normal, I rolled to the side and just cuddled with myself for a while. When I sat up, I seriously felt as if I was on drugs. I was disoriented in a super-sparkling kind of way where time and space seemed a bit distorted. Space seemed slippery. My body was tingling all over. We shared our experiences in pods.. and closed the day with an "OM". I left feeling raw, open-hearted, and wishing I could hold the awareness...

All I can say is, wow.

p.s.!!!! Wow! I did an online search for Heart Field after I wrote this and found this:
"The Heart Field"

I have heard about this before... but am amazed now by the synchronicity! I sense this is important, but I'm so tired.... more later.

Comments

[Andi Girl]

AWESOME! ...wow...breath taking reading experience...can only imagine what it felt like!
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