I started today, Tuesday with the fabulous Ann! I went back up to her estate off Mountain Drive and we took a 45 infared suana and talked about the most amazing things -- personal evolution, relationships, 2012, channeling, being a woman, being in balance, and basically the surge of feminine energy overtaking our planet right now and realigning our habitual emotional patterns.
The heat was DEEP and INTENSE and it felt CLEANSING and PURE.
I felt my body. Then we rubbed down with Epsom salts and went to her outdoor shower overlooking the city and washed clean. It was exhilerating! Then we laid out on cushioned beach lounges all bare skinned and continued our exploration.
She told me of her fabulous birthday weekend -- spending the days hiking, swimming in water holes, swimming at the beach, going to another property up in the mountains where a friend had a heated pool which felt like a jacuzzi where they played overlooking the ocean while eating a fabulous tray of organic berries and fruits, going to a winery, going out to a great dinner, seeing Sex in the City, having a fire pit at her place for 5 hours while playing instruments and singing and having fun while one friend cooked a fantastic dinner, then doing dynamic meditation from the Osho ashram with all her friends in the morning -- dancing like crazy and cleansing her whole house out energetically. I love that Ann also gives herself a spiritual gift every birthday -- a focus to personally reset herself. What a wonderful birthday. She mentioned that when she was in India at the ahsram of Sri Auribindo she really picked up the idea that a birthday should really be a blow out celebration because it recognizes a day when your soul chose to incarnate into human form -- so it has magical properties as a day when you can actually "reset" yourself and begin life anew in any way you want. What an inspiration!
Laying out in the sun, I felt so relaxed and languid and satisfied. I realized how deeply I crave the experience of having a home in nature where I can lay out nude if I like, have an outdoor shower, garden, a sauna and a hot tub...
I love the pace of being here. There is a chill factor that is so nourishing. Next I drove further up into the mountains to Rattlesnake Canyon. I hiked up the creek and perched on a boulder and called Dawn for our Theta Healing apointment, with the water rushing by, leaves underfoot and sunrays warming my skin. The topic for today was moving and finding a new home closer to nature. The question: What is blocking me? We turned up a lot of beliefs about me waiting and compromising what I want in relationship. Below are the results of the medicine we crafted together...
I am INITIATING!
I take responsibility for my intuitive visions and take action with love.
I show my support for my relationship by taking responsibility for my visions.
Creator's definition of initiating for the highest and best good is my definition of initiating.
Creator teaches me how to know it's time and feel clear that it is the perfect time to initiate.
I always remember and stay focused on what is right for me, while being receptive and supportive of what is right for others.
Creator teaches me how to feel free and clear and how to initiate without second geussing myself.
Creator's definition of how to live without second geussing my intuition is my definition.
Source teaches me how to follow through on my divine intuition in the highest and best way without interfering with my husband's intuition.
I am able to hear other's perspectives while keeping my own.
I honor my intuition.
Creator teaches me how to live without compromising my truth in relationship.
I instantly learn how to honor my truth and my partner's truth at the same time.
Creator CLEARS the belief that I have to compromise my truth.
Divine Source teaches me how to listen and follow my truth while also hearing what my partner is needing, while staying in alignment with myself.
I release any patterns which are not freeing, uplifting, radiant and nourishing!
I honor my soul connection with my partner by allowing him to evolve at his own pace.
Creator teaches me how to act on my own intuition by initiating and how to live without waiting.
Creator gives me Creator's definition of leadership!
Creator gives me information about how to be a leader in all situations and how to live in love with being a leader.
I am a leader without responsibility for my partner's choices.
I love being the leader in my relationship, knowing my partner will also lead in other aspects.
I know how to be a leader in my relationship without having to "do it all".
I gently and clearly recognize and say when I am shouldering too much and communicate with unconditional love.
Creator teaches me how to recognize when I am building resentment and teaches me how to easily release it.
If I ever feel resentment, I ask Creator why.
I am shown the soul contract which is not being fulfilled and I learn the lesson directly from Source.
I consciously clear anything which is not of the highest, most pure radiant light!
I am a fountain of Goddess energy, overflowing with juicy spiritual inspiration and love!
I hold open a spiritual doorway for all who choose to enter!
I offer sacred teachings without the need for anyone to accept.
I speak about my spiritual truth without needing to be understood.
I share my personal growth without the need to share the experience with my partner.
Creator shows me how to feel safe in my heart regardless of who I am around.
It is safe for my heart to be open!
Creator teaches me how to keep an open heart regardless of whether my intuitive gifts are accepted.
I know that other people's growth is not my responsibility.
Creator breaks all soul agreements which I have which are not serving the highest good and instantly restructures them to hold more light.
God shows me how to be a Goddess in my relationship.
I am a confident guiding light!
I always hold open a doorway for infinite wisdom and esoteric information!
I am a blissful Goddess, letting go and opening my heart.
I take time to write down everything about the exact house/property I want to purchase.
Creator shows me how to manifest exactly what I want through writing!
Creator teaches me how to approach buying a home in the highest and best way.
Source teaches me how to allow the home buying process to be easy every step of the way.
I know exactly what to do!
All the money I need falls into my lap with ease!
The highest and best realtor and broker is helping me to make my home buying experience the best possible.
Thank you!
I just had to comment on my own post here and attest to the power of manifestation. I remember being in Ann's sauna thinking that it was an opulent luxury. It was hard to imagine ever indulging in such extravagance for myself, much less before I owned a home and was "settled". Now that I have my own infa-red sauna in my back room, it is hard to imagine life without it! Over time I realized I can be, do or have anything I want. The Law of Attraction really works! Yay!
Posted by: Christabel | November 18, 2009 at 11:43 PM