I have been taking a delightful Properity class with my Soul Coach, Maggie. I have to say, I am thrilled with how my consciousness has been shifting and dwelling on the positive and what I want to attract into my life, as a result. Our reading material for the course is Creating Money by Sanaya Roman and Money and the Law of Attraction, by Jerry and Esther Hicks, along with the entire Creating Money Audio CD series.
So much of this course is about living your life mission and being happy... and how being on trackwith your own joy attracts material wellbeing to support you. It has been YEARS since I have read the Creating Money book and I am soaking it in at a whole new level. Specifically, what is moving through me right now is a massive realization I have rarely given myself permission to experience...
drumroll, please....
I AM A MASSIVE SUCCESS!!!!
Yes, it's true. Most of my life, I have been striving to get "there", meaning somewhere else from where I am that somehow indicates being successful. I have believed I will be successful when... I get more money, I buy my own house, I get out of debt, I complete all my outstanding projects, I heal from the past, I make more time for me.... etc., etc. etc.
Now, I do love my life and see all the blessings I do have...I do acknowledge the good life I lead... but really, I have never allowed myself to bask in the feeling of being completely there -- meaning a success -- right now. Total arrival. The top of the mountain! Yehaw!
I feel like just announcing it to the world!!!
"Hey everyone! I am a complete and total success! I am here now! This rocks! Yay for me!!!!!"
In the few days since my last coaching session and Prosperity group meeting, I have been really "getting it". I have been really seeing how thoughts are magnetic to drawing in abundance and I have been just basking in the glow of my own success and allowing myself to feel it at this whole new level. I have actually paused to lok back and recognize all the massive successes I have created and experienced and am overcome with awe. Why have I never paused to observe all of this before?
In, Creating Money, Orin suggests
...be willing to expand your definition of success to include the goals of your higher self. True success is having the right amount of money, transforming an old habit or negative belief, releasing a fear, doing things you love, and developing and recognizing your special talents. From a higher pont of view, success is creating something when you need it, making a contribution to others, and loving and respecting yourself and others. It is growing and learning from all your experiences.
In fact, last night I had a real challenge getting to sleep! I was just so genuinely excited about how amazingly successful I am that I couldn't doze off! This has never really happened to me before. Just completely being bowled over with absolute enthusiasm about having arrived to the pinnacle of where I hope to arrive my whole life. Why have I held back? All I could think about was how lucky I was so have so much abundant success in my life. How blessed I am to be able to be creative for a living and to share so many meaningful experiences with others. I am so lucky!!!
Today, I am feeling the restlessness of success as well... like a WOW! keeps moving through me.... lots more to share, but gotta run for now.
You *are* a massive success! Hooray you for recognizing that!
Posted by: Vera | December 21, 2008 at 05:07 PM