Allowing

Even though there is resistance happening right now, I choose to allow. I allow change. I allow growth, I allow evolution. I can turn downstream and allow what naturally wants to happen. I cannot stop the stream. I allow it to flow.

There may be yelling and tears, but I know that this too shall pass. I trust the Universe and I know that everything is unfolding with a divine plan and purpose. I know that the raised voices are an indicator of being further and further away from Source. I choose to keep my voice low in response to raised voices. I choose to focus on breathing meditations so I can stay in my Vortex. I choose to stay focused on my soul in my body, connected to this Earth gift of incarnation.

When I hear hurtful things said, I choose to let them wash over me like a spring breeze. I know that everyone in this situation wants the same thing - to be happy. I allow others to find their own way to happiness while I find mine. It is okay that we are different and find our own paths to joy. I focus on the beauty and good things. I choose thoughts which feel good to think. I allow myself to be filled with gratitude for the precious gift of time spent together.

I focus on keeping myself in the Vortex. I allow others to move into or out of their Vortexes freely. Others control their own joy, destiny and lifepath. I allow others to choose their beliefs and thoughts. Even if I hear others saying disempowering statements about their lives, if they have no genuine curiosity and receptivity to grow and learn, I allow them to speak. I am impervious to words spoken by others because my happiness is determined by only one thing - if I am in my own Vortex and fully connected to Source. If I feel uncomfortable in a situation, I leave. I have no need to remain in a situation which feels disharmonious because it doesn't not resonate with my Inner Being.

I release the need to "take care of" or "fix" others. I let them be who they are and focus on amplifying my own wellbeing. I know that it is each of our own responsibility to care for our own wellbeing. No one can ever give wellbeing to another. Wellbeing is an inside job! I love tending to my own wellbeing with tender loving care. I love sharing my insights about how to amplify wellbeing with those who ask and genuinely want to learn.

I love my husband. I know he loves me. I know we love eachother so much. I know we both want to be happy and live lives full of joy, wonder and magic. I know we are each growing and evolving in our own ways which are beautiful and divinely perfect. I know we are both remarkable beings of light living in human bodies and negotiating emotions and incarnation in the best way possible. I know we both have only  the highest, most pure intentions for eachother. I know we are both devoted to speading good and wellbeing and beauty on the planet. I envision us both upleveling our vibrations to a beautiful new place of wellness. I see us both healing ourselves and sharing great energy with all who surround each of us. I see life unfolding one miracle after another, with tidal waves of wonderfulness in each of our lives!

I am so happy to be alive. I love that my lungs work every moment of every day without me even thinking about them. I love that my heart keeps beating no matter what. I love that my skin repairs itself with ease and with no conscious thoughts from me. I am so grateful for the gift of sight. My beautiful eyes reveal so much beauty. I love my senses. They give me so much joy! I love the green growing things of the Earth. I love the mud and mountains and lakes and waterfalls. I love tropical islands and crystal blue waters. I love chihuahuas and dolphins and whales and cheetahs and butterflies and hummingbirds! I love mangoes and watermelons. I love cherries! I love a great gourmet organic, range fed burger. I love raw food and kale chips and smoothies! I love laughing so hard that I cry. I love being swept over with so much inspiration that all my hairs stand on end. 

I am so lucky to have two fantastic brothers and extended family and two great parents who love me and who have taught me so much. I love my childhood~ I had so many loving friends and family members, such a wonderful house to grow up in, a great backyard, dog and advantures. I love my schools, my summer camps, and all of my graduate studies in Anthropology and Mythology. I know all these amazing experiences have helped make me who I am today.

I love my job and my friends. I love my apartment in Cole Valley ~ I appreciate all the dynamic urban experiences I have had living in Sa Francisco. I love that I have the gift of dance, hooping and music in my life. I love outdoor parties~ I feel so blessed to be able to move and groove and shimmy . I am overwhelmed with all the amazing things to appreciate and enjoy in life! Every day things will keep getting better and better. I know it, I trust it, I feel it!

Comments

[lauren]

I am so grateful for the recent blog posts you have written about postive prayer... My hear relaxes and opens just reading them. Thank you for being such a constant light, for leading by example and sharing your journey with so many as freely as you do. I know these words are personal and individual, but they really resonate with me as well.

Gratitude, gratitude, gratitude...