I am just back from the Mystic Garden Party in Ashland, Orgeon. Honestly, I am somewhat dazed with the re-integration process. I feel as if a complete shift has happened in my etheric body and the resonance is hard to hold onto back here at home in the Bay Area... so I want to document it in hopes of anchoring it!
The drive to Ashland was amazing. After several hours passing through blazing hot and dry flatlands, I eventually started climbing up into mountains carpeted with lush trees. It felt so amazing to be surrounded by so many beautiful trees!
I was awestruck when I saw Mt. Shasta and it's surrounding mountains. It was as if I had journeyed into a very different, very luminescent field of energy... almost like a filamentous light matrix which was anchored by this gorgeous mountain. The air seemed brighter and cleaner, the sky more expansive, and the land felt activated. I got goosebumps. So hard to capture this physical sensation and spiritual sensation in words, but the area seemed to pulse. I had the sense that this was some sort of portal, a place where I could easily slip through the veil of consensus reality into a more multidimensional awareness. I played with some beautiful lemurian crystals and looked at
mandalas and sacred images in a few shops before hitting the road again and landing at the festival in Ashland.
I stayed with my lovely friend Jasmine and her partner Sterling, Serena and a whole pack of lovely acro-balancers from Venice, along with her vendor- tent share with
Lulu's magical chocolate alchemy and other fun friends who popped in and out, I loved meeting all the new people, breaking 100% out of my social circle and connecting (even while at the same time I felt a bit of introversion! I was determined to break through). One thing I especially loved was the light shining from people's eyes~ it seemed like a LOT of people in attendance literally beamed illumination through their eyes and I had fun eye gazing while passing and talking with lots of people, mostly women, who seemed to have big auras and smiles. In the same way I have felt a greater level of "brightness" in Fairfax, which is north of San Francisco, I sensed a greater level of brightness evolving up to this northern area as well. Neat...
Biggest shifts for me during the Mystic Garden Party are below... (no substances, by the way! This all just happened in flow of dancing, raw foods and lots of water...)
SACRED GEOMETRY ACTIVATION. There was an incredible immersion into images of sacred geometric shapes and mandalas which was very stimulating to my body and imagination. Everywhere... mandalas. I gained an awareness that I can visualize and send crystalline matrixes of sacred geometry through my eyes. I got a physical sensation of how these geometries influence alignment. I realized that my eyes are more than just "beautiful" .. they are portals to another level of awareness which I can use with purpose and precision to transmit frequencies when interacting with others. These frequencies can be sent through the form of geometries. Crazy!
MESSAGES FROM THE WATER. It was a delight to hear
Dr. Matsuru Emoto speak several times during the festival. His work, showing the power of conscious positive thought and prayer to influence physical changes in the crystalline structure of water, has been revolutionizing how our entire planet is thinking about our bodies and minds. Among the many, many interesting things he said, three stick with me. The first is about synchronicity. He said that he believes in the power of synchronicity to deliver information to us which is key in our next level of unfolding. He thinks that synchronicities and goosebumps are communication from the fifth dimension~ the unseen realm of spiritual connection, that are affirming that we are on the right path or that we have heard or seen something very important. While I already sort of felt this way, hearing him present this in his own findings and experiences reinforced and validated this within me and especially hearing his languaging choice of the words, "fifth dimension" was stimulating to me. Another thing which I loved is that he has created a global peace project where he is trying to give a copy of the children's version of his groundbreaking book,
Message of the Water, to every child on the planet. I found this incredibly moving. Finally, Matsuru spoke and asked us to envision a world where everyone believed that "water was God". How would we act differently? How would we treat water differently? If we all believed that water was a sacred substance capable of carrying divine light and consciousness within it, what kind of world would we live in. I got goosebumps just thinking about it!
SOUL MATES. I had a deep and profound experience after visiting some art by
Amoraea Dreamseed in the visionary art gallery every day. There was one specific piece called,
Synergenesis which I feel actually activated something deep within me~ an awareness of what is truly possible in loving relationship. While at first I found myself unmoved by the image, with repeated visits I started to realize that what was pushing me away from it was the level of cosmic compatibility and intimacy being shown! How ironic... that which I most desire was pushing me away for some reason. I had a major "a-ha" that I can find and do deserve to be with a partner who can match me in exploring and navigating these realms of awakening through conscious partnership. I got a sense for the first time that it is actually possible and felt how it would be to actually connect as part of a divine union, surrounded by others of the same soul family called to similar paths, and working as a harmonic whole towards personal and planetary evolution. Quite an intense download, all from staring at this image over a few days. I felt myself flooded with excitement and positive anticipation for the first time in a long time about the wonderous possibilities of the future.
EGYPTIAN STARSEED ROOTS. Another piece of art by Amoraea which jump-started my awareness was called
Starseed. This image visually depicted many of the ideas which have been inspiring me from a book called,
Lineage of the Codes of Light, by Jesse Ayani~ my current handbook for life and galactic activation! In this image we see a divine partnership of priest and priestess with activated light codes entering a stargate to ascend their consciousness. The pools behind them are fed by the waters of Machu Piccu (anchoring divine feminine Pleiadian energy) and Shambhala, the mythical kingdom of light anchoring the divine masculine. They enter between obelisks with images of Isis and Osirus, starbeings who implanted humans with codes of light which are carried to this very day by those in the lineage. There is just so much happening in this image, I can't get into it, but it visually transmits much in a beautiful way which the book shares verbally. After gazing at this again and again, I was inspired to visit Egypt.
Even though my mom had an incredible trip to Egypt and even got an Eye of Horus tatooed on her body in celebration of this land, I have never really connected with the idea of Egypt. But since learning of the more ancient and cosmic connections~ specifically the idea that the original "gods" were actually interplanetary beings uplevelling the capacity of our DNA to hold light frequencies to ascend the consciousness of our planet, I have been fascinated and curious... After seeing this art, I sat down for an hour with my friend who told me about her
2 week journey to Egypt to visit all the sacred temples in private with a small focused group accompanied by
Alex Grey and what a huge transformation and heart activation it created within her. I was captivated and got goosebumps many times. I left the conversation convinced I would soon be going to Egypt! Coincidentally, I then attended a talk by Nicki Scully where I heard a bit more about her experiences facilitating shamanic journeys to Egypt over the last 20 years and got a copy of her book,
Shamanic Mysteries of Egypt: Awakening the Healing Powers of the Heart~ now on my next "to read" list! So in a nutshell, some major Egyptian rememberances are happening.
HIGHER FREQUENCIES THROUGH ART. I was captivated by the art by
Lindy Kehoe. I couldn't find her to meet her over the first few days but I was mesmerized by her images. They filled me with a sense of lightness, wonder, playfulness, mystery and shamanic-sprite awareness. I was lost in the lines of energy and how one image seemed to flow into one another, the tenderness and vulnerability of divinity in what felt so youthful, open and magical. Two images specifically captured me~ one of
Cheri-Kuan Yin and one of
Uriel and Arianna Returning to the Tree of Many Lives. I was intrigued and wanted to know.. who were Uriel and Arianna? What were all the delicate lines and shapes representing? Saturday night was magical for me because I finally met Lindy at the art area. She embodied all of the etheric elements of her images! Amazing. This elvin shamaness told me how she dreams her images into being and was working on a book which these paintings depicted scenes from. When I asked her what the book was about, she proceeded to tell me a magical tale of enchantment (which I can't even begin to repeat in enough detail to honor it properly), and that she needed to go to Lemuria via Kauai to learn what the rest of the story would evolve into. As she pointed to the paintings to give explanations, the lights kept blinking on and off again and again and we looked at each other with wide eyes. So perfect! All of this evolved into a beautiful group of us singing, talking and swaying in a group hug. So sweet. For me, her images were medicine representing the soft, healing power of the magical cosmic feminine... an energetic which I am re-membering back into my body and being...
MAYAN CALENDAR AND A DAY OUT OF TIME. I have been deeply fascinated by
the Mayan Calendar system over the past months, integrating some ideas into my HoopGirl performance training program recently and delving into the cosmology for my own personal growth as well. It was pretty spectacular that Saturday was the Mayan "Day Out of Time" ~ a portal day which is not captured on the natural time calendar... and Sunday was the Mayan New Years. I was deeply inspired to contemplate the galactic tones, galactic signatures and daily code spells represented by the symbols and words associated with each day. I was also intrigued to consider the energetic created by our new year, The Yellow Self-Existing Seed Year, for which the code spell is:
I define in order to target
Measuring awareness
I seal the input of flowering
With the self-existing tone of form
I am guided by the power of universal fire.
I sensed that this year will hold a lot deep re-definition of self for me that will allow me open my heart at a level beyond my wildest dreams, and that I will take measurable action to progress there... that I will embody the essence of blossoming deeply and hold the deeply delicious etheric perfume of the divine feminine in my very being and every form which surrounds me in every way... guided by my passion and the quickening given to me through dance and community. Yay! I will be continuing to study my calendar and integrate all the highly sophisticated information into my life... and was grateful for the jumpstart.
GODDESS ALCHEMY. The most authentically bad-ass music I heard while there was the
Goddess Alchemy Project. These girls from Oaktown look so young, decked out in their punky 80's threads, and yet their words are so lovingly tough in their sweet conscious rapped out lyrics. I loved their stage show and the words and the absolute fresh creativity of their presentation, style and lyrics. Loved them and so inspired by their boldness. They truly activate through their art!
HEART-OPENING. I was greatly inspired by a talk by
Julia Butterfly Hill when she spoke of having challenges in her life with what she called being a "pufferfish"~ someone who desperately wanted to be in community and was surrounded by it, but due to unresolved issues, "puffed out her spikes" like a pufferfish whenever anyone tried to get close to her because she felt more safe and comfortable alone. I have big issues around this same thing, so hearing her speak to it gave me determination to face this and heal whatever wounds I have around heart-opening and connecting, especially with men. I welcome any suggested resources from anyone as I explore this further...
So... there is so much more to share, and yet I have recorded so little here... overall I find myself more free with my languaging of the divine in all of it's mysterious, playful, delicate, divine filamentous expressions. I know that we create the reality we want with our intent. I am ready to be a conscious co-creator and to take what feel like bigger risks in what I say, even if it sounds "out there". I am ready to own my purpose with joy and let go of fear! My work is evolving into the etheric realms of galactivation (whatever that means I am still discovering) and with creativity through words and art that I will be sharing to transmit light to others. I am very excited to see how this unfolds and manifests into an actual material project!
I was driving home last night with the sense as I passed through Shasta that I wanted to return there as soon as possible. And this morning as I was driving I had a numinous sense that I would be moving to the Mt. Shasta/Ashland area within the next year and a half! I am not sure if this will really come to pass, but I felt a very strong pull up there.. excited to see what unfolds. Meanwhile, I have lots of unpacked bags all around me and lots to do to come back into flow with my very different life down here... so bye for now!
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