light bliss

Kauai Heart Blast

I am overflowing with amrita-inspiration

Heart-blast * Galactivation

Starshine expanding!

 

Pink mountains and nectarous golden honey clouds~

I absorb the luminescence!

Tuning in to crystalline grids of harmonic one-ness~

I behold the magnificence!

 

It’s like flying on the back of a dragon

Over lagoons, ripe trees heavy with fruits

And luscious turquoise waterfalls.

Everything is blossoming and bodacious

A riot of sweetness, delicious and abundant.

Magic!

 

Adoring the sacred portals

The inter-dimensional quickening sand

And all the shimmering

happy salt crystals who

Giggle as they coat my hide.

 

The liquid expanse

Chants mantras as

She caresses shore

And whale vessels,

Aka Akashic libraries,

Surface for transmissions, then go deep.

 

Rainbows laced with technicolor fairy dust pop up

Singing in a chorus of color!

“Behold!”, they cry

“The doorway to the stars is OPEN!”

 

My heart feels expanded

And willing~

I’m apprenticing to the land.

I’m learning how to love lavishly

Give fully and

Be succulent.

 

Transmissions from the spirit of Smithsonite!

I am here to remind you that you are loved! My purple-pinkness is like a generative womb, here to replenish and restore your sense of connection and unconditional self-acceptance. You are here to see with the eyes of the Beloved and I am here to help you! With my jelly-like nurturing, you will gain access to a higher frequency of gridwork connecting your heart and third eye - love's insight! Hold me and meditate with me to release your illusions of inadequacy and self-criticism. My squishy, soft energy field feels like pink clouds of yummy hugs! I will help you expect the best from every situation. 

I soften and relax you so you can invite your inner child out to play! Let go and be intuitive. I will support your transformative process of re-birth by increasing your capacity to sense the luminous angels which surround and support you. I will also help you realize that gentleness and being lighthearted is actually a powerful place to be.

My divine directive is to love yourself completely, unconditionally and with the force of Creator's love! Swim in the lavender frequencies! This will reveal the oceans of affection you are already basking in! Breathe with me to feel the gentle compassion of Quan Yin and other radiantly adoring inter-dimensional star teachers. Gaze at me to accelerate your capacity to bless in all situations. My medicine is learning that the amount of mothering you give to yourself increases the amount of tender loving care you will receive from others around you.

Beach Musings

Sun baked

glossy wet

shining chocolate skin

my African heritage gets kudos

i love this bronzing

this royal cacao hue

earthy, delicious, dark

thank you!

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it's luminous and slick

salty and moist

hot to touch

i feel like a golden brown gemstone

shining with flecks of magic opalescence

imbued with solar luminosity

my gemmy layers sparkle!

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my metaphysical properties?

i stimulate radiance

i activate angelic communication

i am a channelling stone

gleaming brightly

i hold starshine

speed inter-dimensional travel

enhance sensuality

i teach that your essence is divine!

Transmissions from the Essence of Sugalite!

Hello beautiful, purple juice mama of magesty! I am so excited you are visiting me. Even though we have just met, I sense you have SO much to share with me. You surround me with the Violet Flame which purifies my speech, my body, my thoughts. What a relief to be in complete alignment! What a soothing feeling to have every planetary grid align with my own grids in a perfect matching fit!  You help me release everything which is not in tune with my most authentic self. Like a purple waterfall, you bath me in orchid tropical splendor, washing me with tender liquid caresses. My highest self emerges! My highest frequencies transmit! Thank you!

Your deep dark purple guidance brings a regal bearing to my every action. In you I feel the wisdom of every king and queen, emperor and empress which has ever lived. You share the activation from thousands of ascended masters and angels. Alchemical transformation and transmutation is your playground!

You activate the highest expression of the divine heart: compassion, love, nurturing, and tenderness, all merged with higher calling of cosmic spiritual service. Your goal is complete planetary evolution by activating the inter-galactic heart!

You give me oracular insights into the how and why of life. You coach me in the ascension mysteries, how to transmute emotions from darkness to light. You school me in anchoring higher frequencies of playfulness, divine passion, mystic bliss and meditative peace. Sacred geometric shapes spring forth from your mineral housing and surround my cells with a sweet sweet glow. You imbue me with luminosity and activate dormant dna strands, surrounding me with a blossom pink honey hum of cosmic purpose!

I apprentice to your teachings! I honor the millions of years it took for you to calcify and grow in delicious strands in the deep, dark magical places in the earth.  I marvel at your purpleness! When I hold you, I feel matrixs of golden light assemble around me, upleving the symbiotic communication between my soul body and my material body. Communication is amplified from inter-dimensional beings of love and light! The vast open space in every atom of my body is filled with luminescence!

Your words ring true: “Open your heart, love and be a magestic light activator!”

Mermaid Magic

We have had so much fun being mermaids here in Kauai! It is easy to let your imagination run free while laying next to and then swimming in crystal blue waters. There has been much talk between Candice and I about the magic of these nature elementals... We talked about mermaids as a portal to the divine feminine~ teachers in embodying the energetics of Aphrodite. These feminine forces are so inspiring! For me, living in a colder, less sunny urban area disconnects me from a sensate feeling of flowing, radiant sensuality. Basking under the sun with a pack of goddess friends here in Kauai and dwelling on these mystical guides feels so compelling! It is as if they hold the energetic keys to restore balance to our spirits. 

Everywhere you look here in Kauai, life is exploding with sensual color and beauty. There are ripe blossoms and fruits, gigantically fertile trees and plants, rich red soil, lush waterfalls, rivers and beach grottos. There are mysterious glimmering rainbows, humming with otherworldy colors, shimmering bursts of light near caves, sunbursts by day and gleaming starlight in the evenings. I have the constant sense that I am on an enchanted island between worlds, where the veil is thin and the miraculous prevails. We are in magic land! 

My question is, can I bring a sense of "magic land" back home with me? Can I fully embody the delicious island goddess vibration anywhere I am? Can I carry the miraculous restorative medicine of Kauai in my heart and radiate it to restore balance to myself and others? This is my sacred calling. I know it deep, deep inside of me. I'm excited to live it out!

Mermaids are said to be etheric, which means they are invisible to the physical vision of many. They live in the fairy realms between the veil of worlds, navigating through time and space with ease. They are powerful, playful, and gentle at the same time and masters in the realms of transformation and sensuality. They are beautiful and nurture to their physical and emotional bodies in many ways. These sea nymphs used the power of song and intention to magnetically attract their desires. They are naked from the waist up and carry their beauty with self assurance and ease. The commune with the wise beings of the ocean and are one with the tides, the fluidity of life and the undulating currents of nature.

Aphrodite is the ultimate expressions of love, beauty and sexual rapture. She loves being lighthearted, glamourous, sensual and richly adorned. She has youthful freshness, charm and elegance. She valorizes pleasure and represents lavish indulgence. She has a brightness which is alluring to all. Her symbols are the pearl, golden jewelry, doves, mirrors, seashells, crystals. Aphrodite surrounds herself in an aura of enchantment with laughter and playful mirth. Aphrodite is most known for placing her own desires for pleasure and joy above the constraining moral obligations of her society.

I am letting the island school me, teaching me the mystical arts of divine embodiment. This is the quest I am now upon... at play in the realms of juicy goddess-a-liscious-ness and exploring ways to share this light activation with groups of women upon a similar path. Stay tuned for more developments! I will be hosting some Goddess Evolution circles and courses coming up! Also, Candice and I are planning a "Mermaid Intensive" here in Kauai in fall 2010 where we can share this mystical quest with you...

xoxo,
Christabel

Love Transmitter!

The bright blossom in my heart unfolds petals one by one. Sensations of surrender and gifting and glowing. A tube of light links my thousand petalled cosmic mind lotus to pearlescent wisps of pinkness. I am downloading an intimate capacity to generate and radiate life force energy through the frequency of love! Wow! My heart is a divine matrix of joy and acceptance dancing together in double stranded wonder... I'm riding the waves... this is bliss!

Owning My Power, Realizing My Dreams

The way I see it is this: I have a responsibility. Inspired visions from an imagination on fire beg for manifestation in the material world. Dreams aren't made for sleeping on. They visit with purpose. They are alive. And they select their lovers with precision.

I long for enchantment and sparkling miracles. I fantasize about the fantastical and outrageous. And yet, when they begin to fantasize about me, when these eternal forces whisper their secrets in my ears, why do I shrink myself too small to receive?

There are lots of stories I've told myself: "I'm confused", "I don't know the next step", "what will people think?". The question is, what is the payoff? What is being nourished by these tales? The truth is, stories about my imperfection and inadequacy are energy leaks. They zap my bliss. They drain luminosity.

Who am I to claim I am inadequate? Who am I to hide behind the excuse of not being ready? Who am I to hold back with the excuse that no one will come? It's arrogant, really. It's rude, immature and entirely disrespectful. It's a soul level insult.

Today I have decided that enough is enough. It's time. I've got a lot of good ideas. More are lining up outside the door. It's time I roll out the welcome mat, invite them in and feed them.

This is really the purpose of my trip here to Kauai. I am here to love my calling and let it lead me down an unknown path. I am here to open my heart and amplify it's glow. I now promise to love my dreams and callings as precious, purpose and on time!

What I Need You To Know About Me Is...

On Monday evening I attended the first of a closed women's circles. It was a beautiful experience. I rushed there from work and was not feeling "up to par", but the minute I entered the temple space, my emotions settled. A sweet sense of ease came upon me. There was a feeling of warmth with the goddess statue in the center of the room, draped with glittering scarves, the burnt orange walls and soft lights and shimmering tapestries. All the women there felt welcoming and somehow familiar. The evening was spent dancing, talking heart-to-heart and listening to each other. Everything was offered to us to help us open to the wisdom of our hearts, connect to and validate our emotions and deepen our access to intuitive knowing.

The most profound exercise we did was a type of heart-opening "confession". Each woman shared something that felt like it was pushing an edge and revealing a hidden side of she was. The only rule was that it had to start with the words, "What I need you to know about me is..." After each person shared, the group had to deeply breathe in the feelings, connect heart-to-heart and make eye-contact before moving on to the next. It was very powerful! 

Next we worked in smaller pods where we repeated the exercise. However, this time, one of our partners had to tap into her own intuitive knowing. The partner had to connect with a profoundly deep core truth within the speaker and then reply with "the hidden messages of her soul", much like an oracle or wisewoman would provide consultation. The partner was only instructed to begin with the words, "What I need you to know about you is..." To hear women sharing what felt like their deepest secret and immediately afterwards hear insights resonant with luminous truth felt soothing and magical. After all, we have all had all had these "secrets" and fears! Watching absolute strangers channeling such heart-centered guidance was amazing. It was a wonderful reminder that we always have access to sage wisdom if we take the time and energy to connect with it.

I have been following the Goddess energies for decades now, informed by a perpetual quest to connect with, embody and transmit an aspect of life-force energy which is distinctly feminine. I'm not sure why I am so passionate about it or why I feel so called to the mission. But somehow, when I gather women in circle or attend women's gatherings where the authenticity is so deep and honest, I get goosebumps. I know I am exactly where I am supposed to be. A place where we can let down all the walls, stories and reasons for perceiving difference with others. A place where higher potential is cultivated and inner strength is nourished. It is the same for me when I am teaching hooping or teachers~ I get a numinous sense that I am doing something beyond the visible realms~ helping people to own their power and shine forth brighter upon the world. When attending or holding these sorts of events, I sense that there is an activation happening for me at a cellular level. Sometimes I imagine  lightcodes in my DNA flaring up with luminosity. 

I am not quite certain why these events can't contain men, but they don't. There is a sacred sense to gathering all the tribeswomen together to fortify through ritual and rites ... there is something mystical and ancient about it. It has been done for thousands of years across cultures around the world. Women's gatherings are a place to be deeply renewed. A place to be reminded of unlimited power of what it means to be connected to the All. It is a place to be reminded of the invisible threads which connect us all, which need no validation or proof. It is a place to come be as you are, be wild, chaotic, emotional, passionate and afire with divine inspiration...

The adventure continues.... more soon!