Week 7 of the Feminine Power Course has been amazing! This segment was all about how to activate your leadership to create our brightest future. The emphasis of this segment was to stop using external excuses for not being the woman of our greatest vision and highest potential. There was encouragement to COMMIT to living as our future self now, playing the biggest game we can in service to the evolution and flourishing of the whole.
I loved the reminder that uncertainty is normal and healthy when doing something that has never been done. I also loved the reminder that growth requires the ability to tolerate imperfection. Finally, the idea that we NEED others in co-creative partnership to fully manifest our greatest visions. Such profound life lessons for expansion!
I received encouragement to be more vulnerable and cultivate the ability to be in partnership instead of being alone. I realized that I want to create a forcefield of open invitation around me to welcome in opportunities, collaborations and alliances of co-creation. I realized I want to commit to all the inner changes I need to make to magnetize ecstatic partnerships with luminous visionaries who up-level my capacity to love, imagine and take action. I desire to create structures in my life congruent with the future self I want to start living now!
I need to commit with ferocious tenacity to living in these new ways, even if they are extremely uncomfortable, foreign and misunderstood by those around me. I am really getting that I need to take an unshakeable stand on behalf of how I a seek to move the culture of humanity forward. As a pioneer of something that does not yet exist, I choose to self generate my own momentum and validation to move myself forward upon this path.
A power statement that names the new sense of self I want to share is...
I AM the generative force of the universe and I am on the planet to create the full flourishing of life everywhere I go!
Anchored in this power center, the new ways I am showing up for life are...
~ I begin taking bigger risks extending myself to more people I admire, yet for some reason believe are "inaccessible" or "in a league above me", cultivating curiosity about what possibilities exist for our co-creativity
~ I follow through on creative impulses I have in just a few days, instead of just writing them down and waiting for "one day when..."
~ I apply for bigger opportunities to present/facilitate which are on the edge of extreme discomfort for me because they are so new. I let my passion to serve the ripe blossoming of the whole motivate me to persevere, despite hesitation.
~ I look for ways to leave those I interact with feeling more radiant, enlivened and presenced when I leave
~ If I desire something, I take the initiative by virtue of my thriving essence and I initiate it. It is my nature to be an initiator, the same way it is the nature of the sun to shine. I am the creative force of the Universe! I AM.
My fears are that I will be the one ending up doing all the work and that no one would work as hard as me anyways, so why partner with another person. Then, once I am entangled with someone else in a relationship which isn't working, I fear that I will not have the ability to communicate my disappointment in their performance and need for them to step it up, and will bottle up my emotions and not know how to exit the relationship in a healthy and loving way.
I need to grow myself to be liberated from this fear, so I can collaborate well with others, by...
I create clear contracts and agreements which invite a deeper level of co-commitment from both of us. I take personal responsibility to create a sense of safety and peace of mind by being the initiator of discussions. I learn to communicate more transparently, authentically and immediately when feeling discomfort. I learn to tolerate the anxiety of things being done at a different pace if they are not mine to do. I realize that partnership can gift deeply enriching gems of insight and experience which would be impossible to generate alone.
I have such a feeling of quickening around the importance of this training! I'm excited to see who I continue to evolve into...