light bliss

I Can Do It!

I am just bursting with enthusiasm! My brain and body has just been obsessing on the I Can Do It! Conference coming up at the end of June and I finally got up the gumption to sign up, buy my flights and make a reservation to stay at the Venetian! Talk about palatial immersion into the intuitive... I am so excited to just got wallow in the blissful contemplations of the soul in such luxurious accomodations. I plan on bringing some sweet bath salts, flower essences, meditations, and maybe even my vitamixer and a bag full of veggies for my own raw smoothies while there and basically everything else I need to feel fully pampered. It feels significant that I chose to do this over a dear friend's hoop event which it seems the whole hoop world is attending... as if I am choosing a new pathway to my own spirit. Here I go into a whole new world! While I really wanted to attend the conference with a friend or my husband, circumstances have aligned for me to go alone. Ultimately, we all must follow our own path in this way... so it feels real and good. I can just go ahead and keep great company -- myself!

Hooray for the Empress archetype!
I welcome lavish abundance and blissful luxury
I am open to receive inspiring and insightful soul purpose awakenings
I am giddy with delight!
I see myself meeting new allies for a new path
I see myself connecting with unexpectedly kindred spirits
I meet people who wake me up!
I meet people who accelerate my spiritual fire and focus
I envision myself shaking hands with and talking to my most cherished mentors
Louise Hay and I connect
Sonia Choquette and I connect
I radiate light and youthful exuberance
I see gifts pouring into my hands like gold coins!
I see myself looking into my own possible futures as an author
I envision the future
I heal my past
I rock the now with kazaam
I see myself relating and creating new synaptic pathways
I am on fire with focus
I inscribe my realizations with clarity
I see myself taking care of my body with fitness, and wholesome treats I need to feel good
I tend to my own needs and magical upkeep with insight
Everything I need is at my fingertips!
Presence is in my body, mind and spirit
I feel, I AM, I celebrate~
I welcome all things nourishing, restorative and sumptuous
This is what I have been waiting for!

I started a PhD program!

I'm so excited! I just began a PhD in Parapsychic Science through the American Institute of Holistic Theology. I first heard about this school because one of my mentors, Sonia Choquette, received her PhD there -- so I decided to check it out.

AIHT provides distance education programs in fascinating topics, from Holistic Theology to Metaphysics. By far, the degree which intrigued me the most was Parapsychic Science, especially since nearly every class topic, from Understanding Angels to Psychic Intuition, is something I already voraciously read about. The affirmative guidance I feel in my body has been really strong so I am going for it!

This field is one that has intrigued me more and more as the years have passed. The fact that our 5 senses allow us to perceive only 1% of the dynamic and vibrant reality which surrounds us fascinates me! It picks up perfectly where I left off with my last M.A. in Mythological Studies, which was a window into how we create our reality with our stories and beliefs... now I am ready to continue the journey and my build own courage. I am excited to speak out about my interests and develop new skills working with the invisible, yet powerful energies which surround us all and connect our consciousness with all people and beings across space and time. Hooray for the love connection! I sense that it will open my mind and serve me in ways that I can't even begin to imagine!

Heart's Desire Unfolding

I am continuing to work with Sonia Choquette's Your Heart's Desire and just finished the section on principle #1, Bringing Your Dream Into Focus. The concept of this first principle is that THOUGHT CREATES. I have worked with this before, but it is something that feels like an eternal life lesson! You can't create one thing while you are focused on it's opposite! I experience this at times when I fixate on differences in my husband and my spiritual lives. Suddenly all my mind starts seeing is differences instead of what is the same and it snowballs into one big problem.

Today's prayer:

I will look for what is the same in me and everyone I meet.

This actually is at the heart of my heart's desire: the ability to live in pure love. Love as an ever present, unconditional, joyous acceptance of what is. Love as a natural state of the body in trust of the Divine. Love as a healing, gentle and complete force of what constitutes reality. Love as radiant, present despite all circumstances, generated from within and connected to the All that Is. Instant authentic forgiveness and compassion. Christ-Consciousness style love - love in the highest vibratory force of what is humanly possible. The kind of love that heals the world one person at a time. I long to hold this vibration, as opposed to just catching it and then wondering where it went.

Well, in Sonia's book I had to get a bit more specific about 3 actual Heart's Desire goals I will be working on in this program. Here goes:

I, Christabel Zamor, use the full power of my intention and attention to create the following desires now:
1. Creating a fun spiritual book published my a major publishing house, to inspire and uplift humanity,
2. A loving, joyful, and light-filled marriage which heals and inspires me and everyone we are around, and
3. Development of income-generating psychic skills which place me firmly on the path of my spiritual life mission, deepening my ability to channel messages from angels, guides and Source to spread light and love at quantum speed!

I also had to create a "diddy" to sing to myself to help re-program my beliefs to support this. Here is what I came up with. Kinda silly, but it sticks in my mind and does the job.

Success is easy, easy, easy with Play, Play, Play The world is magic, magic, magic, Love is here to stay, stay, stay!

I've also been listening to the archives of Sonia's radio show. Yesterday she was speaking about clarifying your goal. Listening to her talk people through the clarification of their goals, I realized (remembered) the obvious truth that we are attracted to that which reflects our own potential. It suddenly has become clear to me that I would love to teach at retreats which support playful and fun spiritual unfolding in beautiful tropical places. After all, I love tropical places and I love all kinds of spiritual and psychic events. I voraciously devour books on these topics and do see myself writing these books. But somehow I have never seen the "personal counseling/hypnosis/coaching/psychic practice" of some sort, working with clients one on one, which I assumed would be required to make the leap from book writing to holding events. Hmmm.... I am wondering if this would actually constitute the more tangible form of my listed #3 goal?

At the same time, I have a passionate heart's desire to own a delightful home on beautiful warm land, to get a chihuahua and to have a massive influx of cash! So many heart's desires to choose from! I guess these don't seem top priority to me as much because they are for my own personal pleasure and wants as opposed to what will serve the Earth as much. I'll percolate on it.

I love playing in the realms of creation!