Another deeply transforming day in the Manifesting With Ease workshop by Maggie! We continued to do visualizations and discuss how to bring our desires into being and consciously create a sense of abundance in our lives. We began with an opening meditation, pulling energy up from first and second chakras and blending the power with the third chakra, or will. Simultaneously, we downloaded Divine Will from above, down through the upper chakras, to the third. Being a person who often falls into efforting and using my willpower to "make" things happen, it was a sweet reminder of joy of downloading Higher will, the love-action directive the cosmos, rather than efforting through egoic will.
I let myself soar into the light visions... I saw a luminous pink, orange and gold energy, sparkling and refracting lights all around my heart as Divine will downloaded through it. My heart expanded out three dimensionally from my body as the energy from my third chakra blended with my heart chakra. Together, they pulsed out the intention of love. I felt some mental blocks as my mind started chattering, so I welcomed in two dolphins who swam around me in playful frolicking, and then they eventually settled down on each side of me and transmitted forgiveness into my heart with light-filled geometric symbols as they laid their heads on my lap. Angels surrounded me and poured in sparkling light from orb basins above my head.
I envisioned myself speaking to hundreds and thousands of people, sharing spiritually uplifting words, writing transformative books. I let the vision fractalize into adamantine particles, shimmering with the pure vibration of LOVE. I breathed in the particles and felt them merge into my emotional body and felt a surge of competence, clarity, focus, connection and purpose, and then I let them enter my cells and fuse with my DNA. Gridworks throughout my body began dancing as I downloaded. I heard the clear message, "You don't need to be what you envision right now! Just say yes and the steps there will be revealed..." I realized I just had to keep saying yes to the divine download of inspiration, following my intuition, holding the vision, speaking my truth, pulsing the feelings and taking action to bring it into reality. Easy!
After this journey we talked about Lynn Twist's, "The Soul of Money" and talked about viewing ourselves as philanthropists. What a great idea! Why can't we all be philanthropists? It attracts abundance to keep money in flow. We also talked about differences between cultures around money -- the US is a debt culture, China is a savings culture where the average household saves 60% of their income! Wow! Maggie suggested we try a consumerism detox. She also suggested creating a number of how much money we would need per week or month to really feel "satisfied". (Some of the most fascinating material in "The Soul of Money" was about how Americans endlessly work and spend to get more money, but never feel satisfied... what if we could consciously experience this in the present moment?). She also suggested, "what if you could open up your mind to other opportunities for making money other than working more?" Right on!
We did a second journey. I was in sitting on a lotus blossom in a shimmering golden bubble, dressed in the golds of a regal empress wearing a crown with glittering gems. Up, up, up I floated through the clouds and into the soul plane, to the Temple of the Masters. My bubble landed in an enchanted garden filled with lush fragrant stargazer lilies, tuberose, orchids and other exotic tropical flowers. The air looked like it had a pink sheen and there were bubbling springs, a musically cascading waterfall and a crystal temple off in the distance. I approached it and was greeted by a shining, luminous angel on the steps. She was gorgeous and incandescent... and she had my face and body. Her smile was all knowing and beautific and she took my hand and brought me inside to the inner chamber. I was tickled that she looked like me and inside I knew that she was me -- that she was reflecting my potential to live from the place of being a divine immortal being of unconditional love. Very sweet, nurturing sensations. Glowy.
The temple held everyone who was in the workshop with me, each person being led by their own angel inside (which each had the face and beautiful body of the person they led). My friends looked upon their angels in wonder and awe as they were led towards the center.
Inside the center of the temple was a massive rose quartz crystal, 10 feet tall and about 6 feet in diameter. All around it were sparkling lights and it emitted an actual field of pink nurturing energy. My angel helped me open my heart to receive communication from the crystal and it sent waves of energy into my heart. It was as if there was a brain inside my heart which was growing smarter with the crystal transmissions. Synaptic connections leapt and created new neural pathways all throughout my heart until it pulsed a brilliant luminescence. My heart was becoming brilliant. Overhead, a humpback whale the size of a tractor trailer truck sang and my heart started to sing back in harmony with the whalesong. I never knew my heart could audibly sing!
Suddenly, the third-eye of my heart opened wide! I didn't know my heart had a third eye!!! I wondered what it would be like to live from my heart's third eye. I heard the phrase, "The Psychic Heart", and my heart began to be the portal through which I viewed the whole world. It was such a radically new way of being that I couldn't really process it. Overhead, starbeings downstreamed information into my auric field and I heard, "You are a Star BeautyLight Bringer." Small giggling fairies flew and danced near my legs. It was like a wildly complex and inter-connnected opera with the crystal streaming energy, my angels infusing me with light, fairies dnacing, the starbeings downstreaming cosmic knowledge, the humpback whale singing an opera, and my heart pulsing out in larger and larger fields in pink and glowing gold gridworks. What mad beauty!
Then suddenly I was on my lotus again, riding back down in my magic golden bubble. I was then standing on a mountaintop with a massive expanse. I envisioned myself as the spiritual visionary-teacher I am becoming, and a nuclear explosion of love pulsed out of my heart to everyone around me. It was a sonic boom of feeling. It could been seen visually as a geometric orb-like web -- a beautiful lattice work of pink light. Everyone it touched began to pulse their own heart field brighter. I was standing in front of a massive crowd, leading some kind of seminar with a "Hay House" banner behind me. The image of Sonia Choquette flashed before me and then was gone. I let the entire vision of my future self collapse into particles -- shimmering, pulsing, sparkling orbs of microscopic sweetness, joy, tinkling laughter and love and let them come into my body.
Again, I felt a surge of confidence, knowing exactly what to say as if something bigger spoke through me, feeling my ability to transmit fully developed. The particles moved into my DNA and infused my being with the feeling of being my future self -- guided, prosperous, on a mission of love. I saw a book about the heart flash before me and realized that this is a topic that I have a lot of personal work to do on. Then I saw the human race evolving as they learned how to harness, activate and pulse the energy their heart fields. Opening the heart actually propelled the evolution of the species! Again I saw the distance between who I am now and the vision of who I am future, but I let go of the idea of time and space and breathed in the ability to instantly download all the knowledge and wisdom in an instant.
After this joyride, Maggie suggested putting light around our thoughts if they ever distracted us. She also suggested tracing thoughts back into the mind as light, and sending light to your brain at the thought's point of origin in our mental gridwork. Then usually, poof! It's gone. I realized this would be good during meditations, but also in life in general when experiencing any annoying recurring thought or self-criticism. Also... neat idea, say "thank you" to thoughts that don't serve, and let them go.
We shared a wonderful lunch in the sun, grabbing fresh arugala from the garden to munch on, then salad and black bean soup. Talk of NDEs... then a stroll around the neighborhood, smelling roses, looking at all the beautiful flowers and wandering in a community garden with lots of veggies and flowers growing. It was nice to sit down with a massive raw rose quartz crystal that was sitting on the bench and just hold it while talking to the other attendees about the upcoming New Life Expo... then back into the cottage again for more!
The third journey we did was about drawing in our future self. Again, I amplified my soul being self, surrounded myself with light and suddenly became aware that my heart had an entire set of chakras within itself which could be played like a flute. I also became aware that the heart, itself, could be sent to any other chakra to evolve it. Wow! Again, I saw my future self. I saw myself with visualization CDs, publishing my own book, then signing a book contract with Hay House, then on stage in white giving a talk, then under a cascade of gold coins and $100 bills falling from the sky as I stood in the clouds and laughed. Then I was talking intimately with my close friends (of the future) Doreen Virtue and Sonia Choquette. It felt so amazing to have such remarkable, visionary friends! I was living on Maui in a house on the water which had a temple room to meditate in which overlooked the water. I led transformational seminars at my house.
Throughout this all, on stage and speaking, my heart was on fire. My heart, like a "Borg" from Star Trek, had infiltrated my whole body's nervous system and entrained all my cells to pulse LOVE. It was physically impossible for my heart to feel anything but love! My whole body had been re-programmed. A massive field of light surrounded me everywhere I went and all I had to do was simply walk into the room and the feeling leapt like a spark to everyone. I had fully released a sense of separation.
I looked at this future self and saw the steps between now and then rapidly fly before my mind's eye faster than I could consciously process. I saw I had blocks before I could take these steps, and so I leaned forward, opened up my mind and poured out all the thoughts that were in the way:
-"Who am I to be this?"
-"I don't know enough!"
-"This is crazy."
-"What will people think?"
-"I can't do this."
-"I'm not good enough."
-"This is so egoic!"
-"Who am I to be a spiritual guide???"
It was such a relief to feel these thoughts all pouring out of my head! I looked at several doorways of probable futures and noticed which ones held more light, popping through some and checking it out and coming back. I ended up going through the door to move to Marin for about a year and continue growing as a spiritual facilitator, with a re-assesment after a year to go through the second door to Hawaii.
Finally, my future self gave me 2 tasks to do this week:
1. Create a spiraling treasure map with actual tangible steps or goals to get from where I am now to this vision of my future self, and
2. Keep meditating and connecting with my future self for advice and guidance.
Also, I was told to "do something different". What would something other than what has not been working look like? I saw myself painting two images -- one of a spiritual sun and one of a rainbow.
Following this, Maggie read to us from, "Love Without End: Jesus Speaks", about adamantine particles. In this transmission, Jesus states that these particles are particularized energy potentials that give rise to infinity, creating dimension, creating space. He suggests a shift in our understanding of how the universe and human body functions, from electrical to magnetic. The magnetic potential accounts for a unified field... infinity is the unifying factor that unifies everything. He said that love from the heart from enough people will raise human consciousness beyond force at quantum speed, and bring answers to everything instantly. Jesus said your heart is your magnetic center and your love allows you to command the adamantine particles... through your heart you can attract these particles. See yourself as a magnetic force, working with resonance! This allows you to draw things to your energy field.
I was totally fascinated with the idea of adamantine particles because before this weekend, I had never heard of them. Yet last week, I wrote about Joy Particles, out of nowhere!!!! And I spoke of them in a similar way! What a synchronicity! (See previous blog from 3 or 4 days ago...)
The final and fourth journey involved visualizing the first step of the journey towards our future vision. We visualized coils generated by our third chakra and blending with our heart energy to attract something very specific, as particles we could integrate into our DNA. First we did it solo, then we all focused on what each person wanted all at once as a group infusion.
I decided to manifest a joyful, magical visualization CD to help listeners open their hearts and connect with their guides. I also sensed a book proposal along the same lines of the specific visions, seeing a detailed chapter outline which provided the basis for the visualization exercises. It was sweet. We did this exercise... it was gorgeous and energizing... then we chatted about our experiences and called it a day.
I have to say that this weekend workshop was so far beyond anything I expected. It was completely amazing to do the Orin work in group as opposed to alone. For years I have been alone in my journey work... now I feel as if I have come upon a community and it feels very wonderful! Being able to share the experience is so empowering. Also, hearing everyone else's experience was also affirming for me. Also, I love the Clarity Breathwork and how much it helped me release and open up. I can't wait for more!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you angels, guides, beings of light and starbeing emmisaries! Thank you for leading me to the perfect place for the continued unfolding of my divine self...
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Today's image is of the "Heart Nebula IC1805" in Cassioppeia, which resembles the shape of the heart from which it takes it's name... image from www.Astrosurf.com
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