I offer this second letter in devotion to the divine masculine, on behalf of all women. Life has cracked me open to reveal the pearl of my heart. I offer it to you.
My dear beautiful man,
I long for your desire. My heart melts when I feel genuine urgency in you to be by my side, to share time with me, to touch and connect. I love your persistence. It feels delicious to be sought out, day or night, and to feel the force of God compelling you unstoppably to my side.
I love your responsiveness. When I feel you willing to appear at a moment’s notice, I soften. Knowing that your strength is available and at the ready allows me to let go of defenses. Your dependability is like a massage~ it releases my protections, walls and fears. I am left supple, flowing and ready to receive you.
I hunger for your undivided presence. When you can be with me, and just me, I relish your essence~ it has a rich, luscious and nourishing quality, like ambrosia. The depth of your focus on me is the depth to which my body melts open to you. Your inability to be distracted from me, makes me crave you more, letting go more, feeling more...
The truth is, I savor your availability~ emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Availability is absolutely mouthwatering to me. Availability is a holy nectar I want to drink deeply from again and again. This tantalizing quality invites me to languish in your presence, to reveal my most tender and hidden sides and to fully bond with you. The solidity of your beingness, your willingness to face our deepest triggers and move hand-in-hand to the other side and the fact that you actually have time in your schedule to explore the vast possibilities of intimacy with me~ is tearfully compelling.
I am deeply touched by your courage to articulate feelings to me. I am astounded by your capacity to witness your mind's stories instead of getting caught up in drama. I ask that you are a pillar for me, reminding me to do the same. I long to be there for you, as your partner, as a friend, as a listener and to wrap you up in my arms while you gain gain clarity. I need you to pull me closer instead of push me away when you get scared so I can discover the depths of the feminine within me.
I crave the tender, precious safety you create by your mere presence. I cherish the spacious energy field around you that welcomes all of life, all emotions, the hearts of all beings and the divine. I am inexplicably drawn in to bask in the sweetness of you. I feel compelled by just sitting with you, even in absolute silence, and to feel wisdom emanating from you, gained through love and loss, inquiry, forgiveness, and letting go.
I adore your patience because it slows me down to receive you more fully. The way you move, deliberately, relaxes my nervous system and invites me into my body. Your purpose makes me breathe deeper. Your gentleness shows me everywhere that I am fierce and heals me at the deepest levels. Your undefended heart teaches me the truth of surrender.
I love you with all my heart. I welcome you. I honor you. I bow before you. I long to let go into you, with you, for you as an offering to everything that is sacred. You are a miracle. Let me thank you with everything that I am...